macam mana nie?

ala macam mana nie?apa nk jwab  nie?ari rabu nk kne bwat kputusan..ya allah knp susah sangat hidop nie?pning kpala aq,apa aku nk kne jwab nie??alasan ape lgi nk kne bgi?ape aq nk ckp kat dyer msti dye sdeh gler kalo dye tau aq bwat kputusan mcm nie,anyone help me!peningnya kpala aq pkerkan sume bnde ni,,ape ptot aq bwat?apa kputusan yg btol ek?how?which?when?aq nk kne tinggalkan bandar tasik puteri or aq kne pergi kedah...fuhh,,,saketnya kpala aq....tolong bgi idea...